Monday, August 29, 2011

No Reins

So it is funny!!! I am over him. I am over Ryan. I know it seems like a stretch but I am. I had another conversation today where for once he was not lying. He sounded clean and sober and may take a job out of NY. It would keep him away for a while. He admitted that he lied to me last week about some things. He asked about my animals (who were his old animals). I told him I was mad last week but I got some closure last week and told him that I could only be his friend. That he was right that we were better as just friends. He sounded taken aback by it. I just want him to be honest and as a friend there is no other way.
Previously when I told him that I wanted to be his friend I was doing it with intentions of being his girl friend again. Perhaps it is my new found relationship or perhaps it is just that I don't want to live that life again.
I cannot lie...he also leaked out enough info so I found her on facebook and well she is not as pretty as me. She would not have treated him like I would. That I know. He told me last week that Juliana's family already moved to Florida. Today a little bit of a different story. He also told me that she was moving down to Florida once court was straightened out. She did have court today...however her results will not be posted on there until tomorrow. I will probably do a bit more stalker action.
I wish there were better pictures. I would kind of love to see her track marks. The good news is that her profile picture is not of her and him. He may be honest about them being friends only. Although he did admit to sleeping with her. YUCK...

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